Friday, September 2, 2011

whaddup~



My last post on this very blog was on February?? hahaha.. A lot has happened since my last post... huh, been away to long i guess.. Btw, last month my friend bought me a note book which kinda cool because it was made from something.... huh, cant recall what was that thing, which is good because its say something about 'go green' and 'save earth' plus its cheap.. believe me, it is.. then my friend asked me to write my 'gratefulness' each day on each page which i didnt wrote anything for the whole month.. XD sorry babe.. I only wrote the next day after you bought me that book then i'm not sure why i didnt.. i do have something to write but probably dont have the right pen, yaa i am particular with pen and color.. i love the whole idea on writing my gratefulness, but gonna change it a little bit, will add some quote or was on my mind, im not going to be grateful everyday... anyway, was thinking on buying color pens!! so much things i would love to write/sketch.. hait!!

Thursday, February 24, 2011

so far away..


Never feared for anything.
Never shamed but never free.
A light that healed a broken heart with all that it could

Lived a life so endlessly.

Saw beyond what others see.
I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could

Will you stay?

Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?

Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.
Place and time always on my mind.
I have so much to say but you're so far away.

Plans of what our futures hold

Foolish lies of growin' old
It seems we're so invincible, the truth is so cold.

A final song, a last request

A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find a place in my mind

Where you can say,

You can stay awake forever.

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.
Place and time always on my mind.
I have so much to say but you're so far away.

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid.

The ones that we love are here with me.
Lay away a place for me
'Cause as soon as I'm done, I'll be on my way
To live on eternally.

How do I live without the ones I love?

Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay
When I had so much to say and you're so far away.

I love you

You were ready
The pain is strong and urges rise
But I'll see you
When it lets me
Your pain is gone, your hands untied.

So far away.


I need you to know


So far away

And I need you to,
Need you to know...

Thursday, February 17, 2011

wish..


 
so you found
a better hiding place than on the ground
inside the image
of who they think you are
I wish the best of everything for you
I hope you know that honestly I do
how long can you run
turn your back on everyone
just let me know
when you're tired of being alone
so you wait
all through the night and day to day
wait for the illusion of the perfect song
I wish the best of everything for you
hope you know that I honestly I do
how long can you run
turn your back on everyone
just let me know
when you're tired of being alone

Sunday, February 13, 2011

past..~

still living in the past.. thats the easiest way i would say, because it'll take a lot of courage to actually move on.. its  a big challenge and we have no idea how cruel this life would be... so, living in the past is the answer.. the answer to all the problem.. but, you have to remember one thing, if you still living in the past then you are not going anywhere.. not a single problem will be solve and yes it is hurt because we can still feel the scar.. it still open.. 

Saturday, December 18, 2010

~cannot sleep without listening to your voice jason wade!~



oowhh, i am now officially 'lifehouse' kipas susah mo mati..!  i do love them but not the way i love LP and A7X but now, yes..! everyday i'll look for their songs, whether it is old or new ones.. hahaha, mostly loves song, they can really make their songs without sounds so gay like JB! no doubt!! wakakaka~ sorry JB's fan~ i hate him and i will never ever going to like him..! and the lyrics, gosh i even cried myself every time i listen to their songs!! ooh btw, you should listen to 'falling in', 'broken', 'from where you are', 'storm' ahh senang cite, just listen to all of their songs! listen to their songs is like falling in love, really!! hahaha~ 

Friday, December 10, 2010

and finally, ugly betty has come to an end..!! waaaaa....~~

SAD..!! REALLY SAD...!! waaaaa, i don't want ugly betty to end!! last episode was very frustrating! daniel have feeling towards betty but he didn't have the guts to tell betty how he felt! why?!!! and the ending was left gantung x bertali..! waaaaa~~ i really want to see daniel and betty together, eventhough they have feeling for each other but then, they didn't tell each other.. arrrghh, there better be another season or movie or anything! waaa, im gonna miss daniel, betty, mark, amanda, taylor, willy, hilda, justin and bobby..!!

Friday, November 26, 2010

~whatever it is, you have to~

huhuhuhu~ thinking and keep thinking.. how to start it.. aduyaaii.. this thing really gives me a headache.. but, i have to start if not, xkemane laaa den.. huhuhuhu~ mak, camner nie mak.. anak mak sorang nie xtau ape2.. aduyaaiiii.... damn, i hate this!!