Friday, November 26, 2010

~whatever it is, you have to~

huhuhuhu~ thinking and keep thinking.. how to start it.. aduyaaii.. this thing really gives me a headache.. but, i have to start if not, xkemane laaa den.. huhuhuhu~ mak, camner nie mak.. anak mak sorang nie xtau ape2.. aduyaaiiii.... damn, i hate this!!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

~i will follow you into the dark~

another great song that ive found yesterday.. this is truly meaningful song which i hope i can give it to someone special, which i don't have.. hahaha~  im so in love with the lyric and the singer eventhough this is not his song actually but he sang it beautifully~ haaaaaa... now, i can update my lullaby playlist..! woot woot~~



*I Will Follow You Into The Dark by Death Cab For Cutie
cover by Gavin Mikhail*


Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
'cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the No's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark




Monday, November 22, 2010

missing all of you out there...!!

~our farewell party~


hahaha~ funny, i would say it... not even a month yet but i miss you guys already.. huh, this is actually how i felt when i left sabah after i spent my best/great/memorable 3 years there and once i step myself into the airplane, i started to cry... waaaa, guys i miss u so much..! probably i didn't say it all out or write it on my status every time i think of you but trust me, i do miss u..! huhuhuhu~ wish i could turn back time and do all the things back there again.. i wish..!

Saturday, November 20, 2010

~throw me a rope~


*Throw me a rope by KT Tunstall*


I want you between me and the feeling I get
When I miss you
But everything here is telling me I should be fine
So why is it so above as below
That I'm missing you every time

I got used to you whispering things to me

Into the evening
We follow the sun and his colors left this world
It seems to me that I'm definitely
Hearing the best that I've heard

So throw me a rope

To hold me in place
Show me a clock
For counting my days down
Cause everything's easier when your beside me
Come back and find me
Cause I feel alone

And whenever you go

It's like holding my breath under water
I have to admit
That I kinda like it when I do
Oh but I got to be unconditionally
Unafraid of my days without you

So throw me a rope

To hold me in place
Show me a clock
For counting my days down
Cause everything's easier when your beside me
Come back and find me

Whenever I'm falling

You're always behind me
Come back and find me
Everything's easier when you're beside me
Come back and find me
Cause I feel alone

Wish i knew how to play guitar right now cause i wanna sing this song so badly..! Bought a guitar early this year, but still don't know how to play it.. I'll try to register guitar lesson starting next year..! If im not busy working of course.. Waaaaaa, can't wait... Woot woot~~

~ you could be happy~


*You Could Be Happy by Snow Patrol*


You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said

Are played on loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were

But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure

I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are

You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you

And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to

Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you go 
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

Friday, November 19, 2010

~i guess it is what is~

 

*It is what it is by lifehouse* 


I was only looking for a shortcut home
But it’s complicated
So complicated
Somewhere in this city is a road I know
Where we could make it
But maybe there’s no making it now
 
Too long we’ve been denying
Now we’re both tired of trying
We hit a wall and we can’t get over it
Nothing to relive
It’s water under the bridge
You said it, I get it
I guess it is what it is
 
I was only trying to bury the pain
But I made you cry and I can’t stop the crying
Was only trying to save me
But I lost you again
Now there’s only lying
 
Wish I could say it’s only me
Too long we’ve been denying
Now we’re both tired of trying
We hit a wall and we can’t get over it
Nothing to relive
It’s water under the bridge
You said it, I get it
I guess it is what it i
 
Here it comes ready or not
We both found out it’s not how we thought
That it would be, how it would be
If the time could turn us around
What once was lost may be found
For you and me, for you and me
 
Too long we’ve been denying
Now we’re both tired of trying
We hit a wall and we can’t get over it
Nothing to relive
It’s water under the bridge
You said it, I get it
I guess it is what it is
 
I was only looking for a shortcut home
But it’s complicated
So complicated

Thursday, November 18, 2010

~ask yourself~


Have you ever encounter this situation.. Hahaha~ Ask yourself.. Me?? Lets keep it as one of my secret.. Plus, you dont have to know and seriuosly you dont wanna know.. Wakakaka~ Ok, back to our main story... He's your good friend. She's also your good friend. You've known each other for a few years. You've shared meals, movies, music, hobbies, vacations, passions and your future planning. You don't realize that you are closer than you were supposed to. You've tell to each other about your love story, crush and if the relationship didnt worked, you look for each other for support. But, things changed.. You've felt jealous of his dates. You've been overprotective of her since shes seeing someone that she barely know. You've been having very strong feelings of attraction and a desire for something more than friendship. Could it be that your feelings for him/her have grown into something more?

Jeng jeng jeng~~ ask yourself..

Friday, November 12, 2010

cant wait for ~HMB6TC BBQ PARTY~ !!! woot woot~~

huhuhuhu~ one day left for our last party aka farewell party before we move on to the next chapter of our lives.. sgt2 excited and looking forward nk berparty with all my giler, xbtul, drama kings and queens, pyscho classmates.. camera jgn lupe weehhh...! hehehe~ huh, this will be our last party, hope there will be reunion for us every 5 years InsyaAllah... so, menu sume da settle... lamb, chicken, sausage, meetball, satay, nasi goreng and other 'potluck' that will memeriahkan and membanyakkan makanan tomorrow.. make sure you guys come with an empty stomach so that we can finish all the food..! weeehuuuu~~ hurrm, rindu kowunk..! cant wait for the pictures..!

enjoy ur student life while u can~


                *time of our life by tyrone wells*

huhuhu~ today will be my last day as a student.. after more than 5 years I've studied at UiTM as a full-time student, i am proud to say that im officially no longer a student.. but, i gonna miss all that sweet&sour moments during my student life.. haaa... after this, no more student price yeaa.. bowling, muvee, karaoke! shait! normal price, damn u! thinking of furthering my study but hahaha, xyahlaaa keem... hang x layak....! currently looking for job that related to hotel and tourism industry (errkk, ade keje kosong x?) but my dad said relaks laa dulu.. yelaaa, ayah nk sponsor ker org yg da abes study nie? hahaha... in your dream keem, in your dream.. to all my classmates, selamat mencari keje and for those yg sambung master, gud luck!! new chapter will begin but i will not forget the memories and faces left behind..! gonna miss u guys! sorry for all mistakes that I've done..